Weary

But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
Isaiah 40:31

Oh I feel so weary. After work, I feel like I could lie and sleep forever. But the next day, I have to get up again!

Work isn't easy, man. And this is just an internship. Wah, imagine, after I graduate, my life will be this way...and there's no school to look forward to @@ yelps!

I need some waiting upon the Lord. Cos I need a renewal of strength!! Pray that my Phillipines trip will be rewarding and give me some direction in life...also, I'm going to try out for vertical studio, even if it might seem a bit out of the way, and my strengths don't really lie in that direction. Whatever it is, I think it will be an experience I may never have once I begin work. So, try I will, and if God wills, I will join.

email sent.

FLU

i feel very miserable because i have the flu and it's going to be monday tomorrow and i have work and i wish i were at home and i wish life wasn't so miserable and sad and boring and i wish my nose would unblock and my eyes will feel less sensitive and i wouldn't have that funny feeling somewhere down in my stomach.

i never used to get flu...i only started getting the flu last sem after i overnighted too many times for riba and then i helped a senior do model after that and then the next day i was sick. the first time i was sick with flu for nearly two years liddat. after that, i din get sick in china even though quite alot did but now i've come down with flu twice in two months.

:(

my immune system isn't as strong as it used to be. or maybe i just cannot take the working environment (i hate sitting down in aircon and working from morning to evening...and i hate having to squash all sorts of things into my evenings and weekends (i have two dates after work next week already...not that i dislike it, i'm happy to meet up with friends, i just wish it wasn't so squashed and i wasn't so tired)

work isn't even stressful! but i think i have to learn to say no when people ask me out sometimes...i'm kinda glad i didn't watch a movie with some friends last saturday because it was late...was the right thing to do. was exhausted and i went for first service...so would have been in worse state today if i did watch the movie :)

anyway, met up with chu hwai and thierry today for some chit chat...i was kinda sick so the whole thing was a bit of a haze, not very sure what we chatted about...i think there were cute guys somewhere...but not sure. chu hwai got to know some cute guys...errr, that is all i remember. and chu hwai was very hungry. yeah. haha. i remember that too.

anyway, i think i will go to sleep and hope i'll be okay by 7am tmr because i have to go to work.

I HATE MONDAYSS!!! D: