I have been going through a tough time recently hehe...haven't been feeling well. It's mainly my fault really, cause I've been totally neglecting my health. Messed up sleeping hours and inconsistent eating habits...recipe for disaster? Haha, and certain problems (emotional stuff, don't ask me) cropped up that kind of overwhelmed me recently. Anyway, I am so glad for wonderful friends like Gail, Alicia, JanJon and Jiun Ming who were so kind to me yesterday when I was feeling all wrong in the stomach...And many many other people who have been patient with me although I must have been acting like a selfish spoilt kid totally engrossed with herself! :)
I was at studio today, going through pictures of the site (St George's church in Dempsy area) that I took a week ago...and suddenly one pic stood out, and it wasn't one of of my possible sites! It was a plaque on the side of the church (It looked interesting at the time xp) and on it was written:
Come unto me all that travail and are heavy laden and I will refresh you.
A verse from the bible (Matthew 11:28)
Isn't it coincidental? Well, I feel that recently God is trying to make me turn my dependence on Him completely and not on myself. Unless the Lord builds a house, it's builders labor in vain. I am still not feeling very happy! But there is a bit more peace in me now. And I got some much needed sleep. Did badly for crit today, but am grateful for rest.
It's not an easy thing to do. I really feel quite awful now. Sad. There is a lot to do, and no time to do it! And so difficult to let go...
4 comments:
Haha, you acting like a small kid?
Actually I was also acting up on Sunday, except I didn't make it obvious... Hahaha... That's why I used the word "boy not happy"... Since it was a childish fit (-:
Hhehe...I guess we all act like children sometimes. At least we know when we are, and try to act more mature and more responsibly in the future. I am feeling much better now, thanks to various ppl :) It's great to have such nice people around one...so grateful to have a home away from home! :D
Hey, you really acted vy well considering how uncomfortable and not-so-happy you felt that day. It wasn't childish at all, in fact i thought it was quite the opposite.
Unlike me, once i feel moody everyone can see at once. Haha.
Haha, it's nice of you to say so. I think I didn't hehe. And I have been rather ashamed of myself lately.
Anyway, have a safe trip back! :)
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