Tropical Architorture Workshop

what a WEEK.

i'm working at scalebar now so this is the first breather i've had since our workshop started.

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oh man i've forgotten how to blog.

ha, i'm taking jap this sem. i can't speak a proper sentence yet...so lets have my japanese post sometime in the future huh, if that ever happens :)

it's 4.30am and i'm waiting for sang ho to render the 3d model (he's damn fast leh) (but still kind of slow because there is only this much 2gb of ram can give you)...feel totally chui now...and this is 3% of my grade!

i do wonder why i do this.

i used to think i wanted to marry an architect but now i think i want to be a housewife and the person i marry must not be an architect/engineer/contractor/developer and i want to live in a cave and never see a built construct again. maybe. nah. not that bad yet. wait till somewhere near the end of p1 maybe.

i think i want to marry a musician. a cellist. heh.

okay. enough of the random musings on weird things that pass in one's head around 5am in the morning when you've had zero sleep and when your stress level is somewhere over the rainbow (well, i've been singing that song, out loud maybe, i'm not sure). clarence has a tendency to burst into song occasionally during late nights. i don't think he notices. it varies between random songs to his favourite 'yesterday once more'. we were singing out loud quite a bit last night when we stayed back to do our final model which has changed drastically from the previous five models made. our detailed model is very chui leh. how ah. i very scared to present tomorrow.

what am i trying to say. i want to sleep. ohh, i should be installing 3d max in my com. but i can't. weird lah. sigh. never mind i think i have the elevation to put in the final panel now. anyway i can't use 3d max. it looks damn complicated (pardon my bad language, i mean it in a strongly language based way, as in damnable, or under damnation. after all, i really want to curse the fact that it is complicated. or something. damn isn't a bad word, is it? in context? it's pure english. c.s.lewis used it. and a good christian writer he is. i will never take God's name in vain, but i figure damn is just fine. you may differ, and i won't argue with you.

argh, damnation. feel so CHUI!!!!

if i wasn't feeling so self conscious i think i will sing this song out loud:

Wake Me Up Before You GoGo
You put the boom-boom into my heart
You send my soul sky high when your lovin' starts
Jitterbug into my brain
Goes a bang-bang-bang 'til my feet do the same
But something's bugging you
Something ain't right
My best friend told me what you did last night
Left me sleepin' in my bed
I was dreaming, but I should have been with you instead.

Wake me up before you go-go
Don't leave me hanging on like a yo-yo
Wake me up before you go-go
I don't want to miss it when you hit that high
Wake me up before you go-go
'Cause I'm not plannin' on going solo
Wake me up before you go-go
Take me dancing tonight
I wanna hit that high (yeah, yeah)

You take the grey skies out of my way
You make the sun shine brighter than Doris Day
Turned a bright spark into a flame
My beats per minute never been the same

'Cause you're my lady, I'm your fool
It makes me crazy when you act so cruel
Come on, baby, let's not fight
We'll go dancing, everything will be all right

Cuddle up, baby, move in tight
We'll go dancing tomorrow night
It's cold out there, but it's warm in bed
They can dance, we'll stay home instead
damn bouncy lah, the tune.

I hope my brain will be functioning okay when I present tomorrow.

reading the lyrics now, i figure the lyrics may be a bit explicit. i don't quite understand it...speaking of explicit, we had a most explicit lecture today, about greek history. did you know they practiced homosexuality back then? and the naked male body was celebrated and they went around naked because apparently if you could do that you were a 'warmer' specimen or something. they were really weird back then.

speaking of homosexuality, i wonder if homosexuals really cannot help it? or what? i want to sleep leh. i dunno if i can wake up tmr. how ah. DIE.

it IS tmr. it's 6am now leh...and the render is taking ages to become. i think i better not sleep...or else i will be really chui tmr or maybe i won't wake up. har. how ah. why the presentation at 9am? weird lah. eh. i really want to die leh.