FLU

i feel very miserable because i have the flu and it's going to be monday tomorrow and i have work and i wish i were at home and i wish life wasn't so miserable and sad and boring and i wish my nose would unblock and my eyes will feel less sensitive and i wouldn't have that funny feeling somewhere down in my stomach.

i never used to get flu...i only started getting the flu last sem after i overnighted too many times for riba and then i helped a senior do model after that and then the next day i was sick. the first time i was sick with flu for nearly two years liddat. after that, i din get sick in china even though quite alot did but now i've come down with flu twice in two months.

:(

my immune system isn't as strong as it used to be. or maybe i just cannot take the working environment (i hate sitting down in aircon and working from morning to evening...and i hate having to squash all sorts of things into my evenings and weekends (i have two dates after work next week already...not that i dislike it, i'm happy to meet up with friends, i just wish it wasn't so squashed and i wasn't so tired)

work isn't even stressful! but i think i have to learn to say no when people ask me out sometimes...i'm kinda glad i didn't watch a movie with some friends last saturday because it was late...was the right thing to do. was exhausted and i went for first service...so would have been in worse state today if i did watch the movie :)

anyway, met up with chu hwai and thierry today for some chit chat...i was kinda sick so the whole thing was a bit of a haze, not very sure what we chatted about...i think there were cute guys somewhere...but not sure. chu hwai got to know some cute guys...errr, that is all i remember. and chu hwai was very hungry. yeah. haha. i remember that too.

anyway, i think i will go to sleep and hope i'll be okay by 7am tmr because i have to go to work.

I HATE MONDAYSS!!! D: