revival

decided to revive this very dead blog. i'm so used to instant posts on tumblr (reblog!!) that the idea of actually writing something out seems a bit alien to me.

i've been throwing things out of my life, believing they aren't important. but they are. to ME.

like reading, writing, drawing, painting, cooking, baking. they are easy at home. i find it strange to do it outside. but i need to adapt. adaptation is important.

i don't adapt well, i find.

and. i find myself at my wits end most of the time. just no motivation or passion to move on. yet...there still is a bit in me.

i wonder if i'll ever find it again.

oh! this blog is amazing me. hahahaha. suddenly, i realize there are worlds out there, and our time on earth is really short. there is loads to be said to eternal life, and i bet there are wonders beyond our comprehension. just have to find it.