One Step at a Time

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
When you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

I've been having a mild flu and a bad headache lately. Sigh. And then I've been feeling dissatisfied and lonely and silly. And I've been suddenly wanting to close down this blog and withdraw from the blogging world completely. You know, the same old feeling of privacy being invaded that I used to have.

Argh, bad headache, bad, bad headache.

I've got a predilection for J.Co donuts, and got some today :D Headache+super sweet sugar loaded donuts+gilmore girls+hot cereal=headache lessened slightly+warm fuzzy homey feel...

Now if only it would rain, then I would feel warm and fuzzy all over. Haha, I wish Christmas were closer, I always had a thing for Christmas...warm fuzzy homey feel, hot chocolate, Christmas carols, cake baking, biscuit making...walking stick candies, roasted turkeys, presents, family...I'm gonna roast a turkey this Christmas, just you wait. Turkey with cranberry sauce mmmm...And try Christmas pudding, never tried before...Ginger biscuits, spiced teacakes, log cake!! Gonna be fun! Haha, family will be happy, since they are now on a strictly fat free diet if news from aunty is anything to go by...

Suddenly I realize there's more to life. Just that I forgot because I'm looking at one perspective only. I'm filled with gladness at all the varieties I see.

I like donuts :D

Suddenly I'm struck by...by...by WANDERLUST!!! I wanna get out of my comfort zone, live on the edge! What am I doing stuck here!! ARGH!!!

Been feeling sooo dissatisfied with EVERYTHING recently...

And then I like that song up there because it says: Take things one step at a time...One step at a time, there's no need to rush...it's gonna happen, when it's supposed to happen...

It slows me down. There is much I have to learn, much I have to train myself to do...before I can do things.

Faithful in little things. So many things I can do right now. Am I doing right?

Well, have to answer each individual part of the general question one step at a time... :P

Argh, my headache is getting worse. I haven't gotten sick for the past two years and I'm sick now?

Architecture is not good for me...the last two nights been sleeping at 5am because I'm in the 'night team' where we work on the scroll saws at night when the rest of the groups are sleeping. Been very effective. But argh. I'm sick. I don't catch flu one...why am I having the flu...

I think I'm delirious. Stupid. Argh. Gnite. Probably won't be in church tomorrow, even though I have to help out at Children's Church...just messaged Yvonne. If I'm okay I may just make it...but I don't want the kids to get my flu also...