to sila: somewhere only we know

there are beginnings and there are endings...and there are endings that are beginnings of other things...

:) :(

sadness and happiness are just emotions...i'm happy now, but i am sad as well.

it's time for pride to take backstage, and leave more room for hurt...

at least then i'll know i'm human. frail. perhaps its time for the ice to break.

what a mishmash of emotions i am

hahaha, i'm just being emo because it's sila and moi's last night together (sounds wrong huh)...nyways i have to dedicate a post to her, cos she and i, well we've done a gazillion nutty things together. sigh. we just had our last crazy overnight movie screening together (we do it at all the wrong times, the last time i had studio submission the next day, was stressed and hadn't slept for like how many nights, and then we watched 50 first dates together hahaha)

forgive me, i'm going to be long winded

this time we watched he's just not that into you (we watch bimbo movies tgt, it's a girl thing) and tmr i have to tie up loose ends and shift completely to bk 5 to my new roomie's room (gailgail!!) and check out of hall by noon...hahaha

but i will never regret this

yah, the pride, backstage, room for hurt, human, frail and icebreaking are the result of the movie lah. i kind of liked jeejee, because she was so unselfish! which is exactly the opposite of me...i never let my feelings show, cos i'm afraid to get hurt!

nice movie, glad to have watched it

i'm going to miss our nightly walks to cheers, our midnight runs, our random outings,
ice cream dates, late night discussions about movies, food, boys, clothes..., tasty aunty visits, bbqs on rooftops, sigh, she even went to studio with me once, when i had to scan in my urban serial vision things at around 4am! and exam nights mugging with her at the bed and me at the table, stressing out together and encouraging each other...gifts on doorknobs and tables, chocolate cake and strawberry shortcake...ruffles, pringles...beard papa buns...ah, cooking in the kitchenette together, eating dinner and complaining about the heat, card games, walks to fongseng...so many things i cannot write them all

will missmiss you!!

i'm sorry if i haven't been the bestest of roomies! i'm quiet, while sila likes to talk...i can be boring, i am messy, i am never around...when i am around i am stressed to the max, i have papers all over the place, cardboard, pens and pencils, t squares, rulers...i leave the light on, i sleep at weird hours...i don't notice when you are stressed as well...i don't bring back lunch when i know you don't eat it sometimes because it's too late. i leave my dirty dishes, clothes on the rack...hahaha...oh no, i'm revealing everything.

i have a lot to learn from you! you're a very kind person, and very selfless, and i have been so lucky to have you as my roomie. it's been lovely, and it's not an end, but a beginning. we'll keep in touch! and we'll have more random outings, and i must so go visit your place when you and your sis find one!

emo-ing

and it's time to sleep...
will miss you