of sunsets and paper wings

i suddenly feel like a very boring person. this is the first time i've been bored to death after submissions and totally not feel like writing anything in my blog.

this blog will die soon. or become less and less personal.

i've been studying for my japanese test, but without much enthusiasm. the test is 30 percent, and i feel nothing much can be done to save my grade anyway, so why kill myself over it? but it's getting quite enjoyable, and i wish i had this much time during the semester to study japanese...

i've learned an awful lot this semester, about architecture and about life. it hasn't really been wasted.

i had the weirdest dream just now. i dreamed i went out in search of the perfect soft boiled egg. and i saw so many delicious soft boiled eggs all over the place and i was certain that would be the ONE. but then none of them really were...

btw my idea of the perfect soft boiled egg is the one where the yolk is JUST SET but still slightly runny, and the whites are all white but not quite set. well, i'll know it when i eat it lor. and add pepper and soy sauce and you have my dream breakfast...oh! with hot milo in those white porcelain cups on a small round marble table...white toasted bread with slatherings of homemade kaya and thick squares of butter. 美味しいですね！

i think gaily's description of the yih breakfast may have something to do with this weird dream of mine.

i've been getting chocolate cravings too. and i want to go jog tonight!! :))) i haven't jogged for so long...i think i will die but it will be an awesome sort of dying.

i love running because it makes me feel happy because i can think. you know the best time to think is when your legs are working building up lactic acid and getting slightly sore and the moon is over your head and your breath is coming at very consistent intervals and the thud of your feet on the track is becoming rhythmic.

and you are alone and you don't have to talk. and then it's just you and your mind and the universe and God.

i just changed my shampoo and the smell is very strong. everytime i change shampoo i become very aware of the smell, and then after a while i cannot smell it anymore.

chocolate rocks, so does marshmallows.

i want to see the sunset!! I want to see 44 sunsets within a day.

i want to see the sunrise with someone special. and years into the future i want to see the sunset with the same person and remember the special sunrise. pleasantly.

i want to jump off a cliff and realize i can fly.

i can't wait to get home. i need to get a bdae present for my mom (bdae on 27th nov) my dad (bdae on 4th dec) my sis and bro (both bdaes on 16th dec). i need to get christmas presents for everyone. heh. but i'm not sure what to get leh...

life is kind of beautiful :)