Monday, November 30, 2009

why do we hide?


this photograph was taken in orchard central

i think i'm hiding something
i think i'm not daring to do something
so it fades out, like a polaroid
but maybe it's more beautiful that way

i have to try this
owow, this too
perhaps i need to do it myself
aren't these adorable
christmas!
i might try coffee if it were made this way

i'm going home i'm going home i'm going homeee!!! YAYAYAYYAAYYY!!!

but packing is a chore
but I'M GOING HOMEHOMEHOMEHOMEHOMEEE!!!!!! :))))))))))

but somehow, i was feeling kind of down today, a little bit...for no reason (i should be really happpyy!! i going homegoinghomegoinghome!!) but for some reason i felt moody, and just couldn't smile genuinely...just felt like frowning and being irritated by loud noises coming from the construction work going on.

i wonder why i don't blog like i used to anymore. perhaps i've stopped thinking about important things. i picked up my Bible again today, and i wondered how long it's been since i actually studied it.

I'm drifting, further and further, into the ways of the world?
my life i feel, is dreadfully shallow...

there must be more to life than this
than trying to do well in school

but maybe it's also a time to learn patience
to wait

well, i don't know
i trust He has good plans for me :)

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