Tuesday, December 22, 2009

of new years

i do love this blog anyway. and i love to write. i suppose you never know how much you loved something until you let it be for a while, and then you realize you love it too much to let go...(should attempt this with people, then i'll know who i really care for, and who i can do without)(haha)

so this blog is getting a lot more attention than i thought it would have when i started my new blog. tumblr is nice, but i love this blog, because it's more me than the other blog, but i love that blog for the ease of posting links and pictures of things that interest me.

this blog is for memememememe!!

tumblr seems to me to be quite an impersonal blog, which is why my feelings for it has not run deep. it could be also because it's new. lol. i have a penchant for old things. this blog holds memories, holds ideals, holds friends, holds thoughts, holds laughter, holds pain, holds loves and hates...this blog is for close friends who have spent time with me for so long ever since i begun this 2 years ago, and who have taken the trouble to find this blog and read it and commented and encouraged and helped! love you all.

i wonder how people can break up after being together for years...are there not enough happy memories to sustain the relationship? what happened? may i never know...or maybe i should. i dunno!

it's hard enough leaving good friends.

the new year is coming, results have come out (God has been so gracious and maintained my cap!! my cap was never that good to begin with, and i really expected very bad results this semester, but somehow, miraculously, my cap did not go down! Praise God! He is so good to me) I have much more to learn, and my new timetable isn't exactly the prettiest (four hour tutorials? @@ siao) like design mod liddat...but i bet it'll be better compared to my jap. jap really ate up an awful lot of my time, added to the fact that languages (and music) are not one of my strong points. (archicon has never been a strong point either, though) Archi structures sounds interesting, and i see that they have replaced a PF module with another Archicon mod. I wonder if alot of maths will be involved. @@ my maths has rotted already.

next year, i resolve to do quite alot of things. i may even write them down here. ever since i begun my impersonal blog this place is suddenly becoming like my dairy to me. haha. my personal space, which only a select few can read! :)))

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