Depressed

For some unusual reason I woke up feeling kind of depressed today. I still feel kind of depressed. Sigh. It's rather depressing. The day was depressing too.

Sigh.

Feeling emo too. Feelings are such irritating things aren't they?

Well, it was quite an uneventful day. For one things I was the only cladder around. Chao Qun (Cladding head) went shopping for materials and things. Cycelia went out for her preceptorship, I think. Clara had piano lessons. Ee Hiang is in the UK. Sigh.

I did a lot of boring things. The usual brainless folding, cutting arghy things. Sigh. I am feeling particularly depressed now. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

We went for lunch at yih again (depressing...)

Then the afternoon was spent doing the same thing I was doing in the morning (depressing, depressing...)

Then we went for dinner at Megabytes (we are all sick of yih and bubble tea)...and had to take bus 95 because for some unusual reason no C bus or A bus appeared. We decided to take 95 after three 96 buses, two 95 buses and two B buses passed by (depressing, depressing, depressing...)

Dinner at Megabytes cost me sgd3.90 and that doesn't include sgd0.90 for bus fare.
(depressing^4)

At least lunch was sgd2.00 (this is rm4.80 for ZAP FAN!!! O.o!!!!)

Then we decided to walk back after dinner from Science cos we didn't want to wait too long for a bus (like before) and then as we passed Cheers a cheerful C bus passed us by...

The only uplifting thing that happened today was celebrating Shereen's and Linda Tan Cute Cute's birthday at night. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOTH!!! :D Shereen's birthday was yesterday, and Linda's is this Friday. Shereen was so touched she cried...Haha, it's good she cried out of happiness and not fear...cos the RHOC-ers came to celebrate too, and when Kevin and Caleb rushed out I got rather a shock...hee...Then I got to chat a bit with Sila and she seemed to have had an equally depressing day...Hehe, nice talking to her again!!

Then we resumed our meeting and after that did boring depressing things again.

Haih. I feel so depressed.

Goodnight.

Like to share this song. It was the Lifegame theme song. Not bad, for my mood...haha...

"If we discover a desire within us that nothing in this world can satisfy, we should begin to wonder if perhaps we were created for another world."

--C.S. Lewis

Meant To Live (Switchfoot)


Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's bent for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we're bent and broken, broken

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life yeah

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live