Okay, I will stop talking about that.
I've done something. I hope...things will work out.
Let it be.
I went out with Meei Yunn today!! Haha, she better send me the photos! Bug bug bug!!!
We went to Vivocity and ate at the Food Court. Then we went to Singapore River!! Lol, Meei Yunn and I became each others 'other' for the night haha and we left Sam to be with 'his other' which happens to be somewhere around his chest area.
It sure is a romantic place! Haha, we entered Fullerton Hotel to ask about the Kueh Lapis they sell ($53 for 1kg) and left quite stunned. We then visited the toilets there...cool...and went out and sat on the steps and pretended to be emo...Meei Yunn and I sat and planned to do something rather mad tomorrow...will it be taking a risk, or just being young? I wonder...
I also wonder about myself and relationships. Haha...I have my ideals all in my head, and I'm going to find someone who fits...perhaps...told Meei Yunn I don't want a boyfriend for a couple of years yet...I don't argue that sometimes I wish I could just enter one when the feelings are strong...if you know what I mean...argh, I don't understand myself.
I was chatting with a friend...and I think we worked some things out. Sometimes I wonder what other people feel, and some people I know I can really tell what I feel to. And am surprised by how they feel the same. And how we all are so different, and how there are always masks on our faces. And how...we handle things differently, and how the masks are necessary, sometimes. The Bible does tell us to restrain our anger...to let it be one day before we act.
It's been an emotional half term. So many things...I've learned a lot.
I am still learning...and hurting, hurting...
Yeah, I hurt easily.
But then there are times when I really cannot understand...
Really cannot.
And now I see another perspective...perhaps there is more to understand.
I wonder.
There are so many layers in everything, so many complications.
Like communism, sometimes things don't work out in real life...
It's complex.
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Hee... just something to share when I read that you said you're looking for someone who 'fits'. I got this email about love yesterday and found some of the things quite nice.
It's in Chinese and the content is something like this:
Quote:
" Some people say love is like picking up stones, you want to find one that is right for yourself. Actually, love is like SHAPING stones. Sometimes you find one that you're not so satisfied with, but because people are flexible, if you have the heart and the courage, to pick up an unknown rock, you can try to shape that stone instead of waiting for it to just fit.'
Some people say you love is acceptance - you can't expect the person you love to change just to suit you.. it's hard for people to change. But then a friend showed me that love is change, it is the willingness to change, not the other party, but self, to make things work. And I'm very proud of that friend.
Life is complex, but there are some things that are so constant they are always there to hold on to.
Faith, hope and love.
Take care, and love,
Gail :)
(Btw one of our friends has agreed to our little outing after mid-terms and is much happier now.)
Haha, thanks! Lol, I'm glad we can have our little outing after all! :)
Thanks for reminding me of the constant thing I can hold on to! I rather forgot T.T
It's been a tough few weeks.
Haha, I like your story. Thanks for sharing it! :D
I heard of a Christain song in Chinese, the title is 好好戀愛. The translated version of lyric is like this.Duno if it's relevent to you. :p
The lyric:
(Girl) My Heavenly Father, can you allow me to have a good relationship?
There will be no tears, there will be no pain, and there will be no separation
My Heavenly Father, I just want to find the right person to love
Please let me know if this person ever exists
(Guy)My dearest child, have you forgotten that I am love?
If you love me and love yourself, you will learn how to have a good relationship
My dearest child, why not you try to wait patiently for that someone?
And you will know if this person ever exists.
(Guy) Are you willingly to have faith in me that every moment of your life is in my hand?
(Girl) I am willing to
(Together) Nothing will come to you too early or too late
(Guy) I am willing to
(Girl) My dear Lord, I am willing to believe that all things are in your hands
(Guy) It’s my teaching for you to obey my will
(Girl) Please teach me to obey your will
This is the video link: http://hk.video.yahoo.com/video/video.html?id=516610
（女）我的天父，可否讓我好好地談戀愛，
不再流淚，不再傷痛，不再聚合又要分開．
我的天父，我只想要安穩地找個人來愛，
請讓我知道那個人在不在．
（男）我的孩子，難道你忘記了我就是愛，
學懂愛我，學懂愛你自己，你就懂好好戀愛．
我的孩子，何不嘗試安靜地慢慢去等待，
你就會知道那個人在不在．
（男）你是否願意相信，每時每刻都在我手裡，
（女）願意相信，
（合）沒有事情是太早或是太遲．
（男）願意相信，
（女）愛我的主，我願意相信，萬事萬物都在你手裡．
（男）我教你順服，我的旨意．
（女）請教我順服，你的旨意
Thanks Wayne!! It's a really lovely song...haha, yeah, nothing will come too early or too late, and everything is in God's hands... :P
Haha, my Chinese sucks!! Thanks for translating lol...
Hey, update your bloggie!! It's quite dead haha...
haha... Glad that you like the song.. hehe...
you mean my friendster blog? haha.... I changed quite some time ago...
now is http://aiwaynezai.spaces.live.com/ :p
Haha, ok no wonder...lol...
haha... paiseh...
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