i never knew

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i never knew that returning to singapore could get me so down
i never knew that family was so important to me
sigh

i just want to stay here can...

sometimes i realize how much i don't know about myself. sometimes i realize that i feel alot more than i think i do.

i never knew i was so emotional.

just let me find that joy again...perhaps float and crazy hard work will help me forget my misery

i feel kind of self-centered. just refused to help someone fix a computer virus tmr afternoon at her place because i have to pack tomorrow...i vaguely remember a past me would help no matter what, and pack in the middle of the night.

what am i transforming into?...i need to get back on track, get my life into shape.

i probably can't help her anyway, right. virus removal isn't exactly a specialty of mine, but it piques me i cannot help.

and packing won't take me alot of time. why did i refuse.
depression is usually caused by too much free time to dwell on oneself, and too much self pity

me, i myself must be thrown out the window and priorities returned to where they belong hahah i am amazed by my stupidity, come let us be grateful

and above all, pray

lol, you know, typing all that morose things up there made me feel much happier...

bucket list har...bucket list!! I LOVE THE SHOW!! LOVE IT!!