Friday, May 1, 2009

wanderlust

image via alonsodiaz.

wishing to go on a trip. somewhere.




been addicted to this since morning

i am also stressing and emo-ing

yah, group study ROCKS :)

just feeling so discontented again. is it me? feelings of inadequacy...i keep wondering and wondering what my life holds for me. i don't know. i just feel so lost. a little lost sheep wandered far out of the fold, it's night and although she was chasing the stars she fell into the chasms. deep, that's where i stand, somewhere in the bowels of the earth. moon is bright and unreachable, the only thing familiar in the gloom.

highlighted after a youth service message a long time ago:
Your word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.

a lamp will guide me as i step upon the path. a guide for just that little bit of space in front of me. a light for my path, or my mission, my reason to be here on earth.

still seeking this mission. seeking, and still not finding. but the lamp at least has shown that the path is right, but where it ends i do not know.

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